I'm 21 years old struggling to recover from a 6 year battle with anorexia with bulimic tendencies, depression, anxiety,OCD, PTSD, Self Injury, and ADHD. Message me any time I love meeting new people and talking. I'll always listen <3
Warning: this blog may be triggering
OH! y tambien hablo espanol <3
I do not promote self harm or eating disorders. I blog hoping people can relate to what i'm struggling with. Anyone who wants an eating disorder or thinks you can just get one...go to hell. thats where you'll end up anyway if you had an eating disorder.
Come off anon I’m not posting that for everyone
Living in this body is hell I want to be transformed
I miss my little brother…I haven’t seen him in so long but he lives with my dad and my dad wants noting to do with me :(
-didn’t feel good enough
-thought you were fat
-felt like no one cared
-had suicidal thoughts
-tried to commit suicide
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Every one except OD
Sad that I am reporting this for just about everything on the list …
I need to talk like not pro Ed but I need to vent about how much I like my Ed and what it does for me and how much I genuinely don’t understand when people tell me not fat…
Thanks for letting me know it wasn’t an attack. Like I said I have no idea conceptually how I look. I literally can’t understand what I look like in pictures or the mirror. I think I’m fat it’s all I see and I don’t think I need to eat. I honestly think I need to lose weight.
Thanks I wish I saw it. I don’t understand what I see in the mirror I’m just so disconnected from my body I have no idea what I look like. I genuinely see all kinds of flaws and fat everywhere. :/
I binged and purged all day. ALL DAY. Like to a disgusting point. I hate it and myself. I just want to be recovered and feel better.